F/O List - Last updated 2024-04-20

CWs: Typical villain shit, dark content, mentions of violence in some cases, possibly 18+ content in the future, some age gap ships, at least 1 human/nonhuman ship

I AM PROSHIP. There is a lot of misinformation about this term, but basically it means that I do not harass/persecute real people over fictional content involving fictional people.

Main F/Os - Current Obsessions

BNHA - Dabi
Ship Name - TBA, AU dependent (maybe DabiJo)
-I loved the Dabi's Dance episode; was in love with him before that but that was really damn fun omg
-There's something sexy about a villain being sadistic with fire powers ok
-I'm dumb I know
-He's VERY fun. And mean.
-Started as an AU of my other self insert(the one selfshipped with Shigaraki) where I'm a hero and he's obsessed with me and wants to break me probably, haha fun times also this is ironic for BNHA spoiler reasons
-Main self-insert I ship with him is basically an overworked hero who is very tired and why tf is this villain obsessed with her-
-Actually very heavily inspired by the post made for him by yanderes-galore on tumblr but I'm also making it my own thing
-AU versions include a thrill seeker who is obsessed with him and doesn't mind getting burned if she can just get close to him, an emotionally insecure young woman seeking an alternative to her codependency with Hawks(and finding a new codependency with Dabi, oops-), a low-ranking PLF member he likes to boss around, a former information broker who wants to protect Hawks from him whether or not Hawks needs protecting, and a random civilian coming across him and being a brat and maybe getting away with it (probably not) OR being scared out of her mind and messed with because Dabi finds it fun :D
-I keep rewriting these damn AUs holy shit tho can't I make up my miiind D:

BNHA - Tomura Shigaraki
Ship Name: TBA, AU dependent
-More details elsewhere but I have a self-insert who starts out just hanging around the LoV, sources say she survived walking into their bar unawares the first time by immediately challenging Shigaraki to a video game and spending the whole game ranting about everyone she's ever played against in a way that resonated with him, somehow (at least, he doesn't seem interested in killing her, yet xD)
-My self insert mainly exists re: the earlier seasons, anything after All For One shows up hasn't really been thought/written out for her yet
-I have been rooting for him more than the heroes pretty much the whole time
-All For One can fuck off tho :<
-This was my first BNHA selfship, and while I'm still more obsessed with Dabi atm, I love my Shiggy also >:3

There is also a possibility I might be starting to obsess over Hawks from BNHA but I'm in denial about it... because it's happening, despite my best efforts to hate him...

Goddammit I think I love this damn bird holy hell he's an asshole tho-- if maybe a slightly endearing one-- OKAY he's not too bad but I still have my priorities straight, I am still mainly a villainfucker >:3

I'm still mad about [redacted] tho--

Dabi is my favorite but Hawks could fight him over me, that'd be cute OWO

I am also kinda partial to Hawks as a villain deciding to take a hero who is afraid of heights flying with him... That'd be fun, right? :3

Semi-main/Prev. Obsessions

Death Note - Light Yagami - Ship Name: TBA
-unhealthy yandere (he's the yandere)
-he. probably kills me. but lovingly.
-childhood friends, I know him well enough to guess he might be Kira and we know how that sort of thing usually ends c:
-a playlist and a couple of fics later and I have a new F/O, I guess (dearestones on Ao3 writes him VERY well, I blame them)
-of course I make a self insert who HATES being manipulated xD I'm mean to my characters
-L gets involved (tries to interfere) and it does not go well
-This selfship has a playlist! Explanation for what the songs mean will be on my self-insert page when I make it.

Arcane - Jinx
Ship Name: Maniashipping or JinxJo
-I just want to be there for her ok
-I want her to feel loved
-We also get to be emotionally damaged badasses together :)
-I relate to her in a lot of ways ngl
-If I were a kinnie I'd be a Jinx kinnie, kinda complicates things lol
-I did not like her portrayal in Season 2 but it's grown on me and I still love her :3 and I am pretty sure I'm still a Jinx kinnie

Arcane - Silco
Ship Name: ShimmerGleam
-He is fascinated by me and finds me distracting in a good way
-It took a bit of encouragement from Jinx to be open about his feelings for me
-There is a history with my self insert that makes things a bit complicated, but if anything that makes him find me even more interesting
-And of course if anyone hurts or threatens me he can be very intimidating :)
-He intimidated me first tho! :D
-slow burn enemies to lovers FTW
-Guess what, this ship also has a Playlist!

Lackadaisy - Mordecai Heller - Ship Name: TBA
-Just. He's hot
-Even as a cat
-Threatening badasses with guns do something huh
-He's cute when he's mad especially if it's over silly things
-My self-insert is a scaredy-cat who he somehow tolerates
-But she isn't without a few tricks herself

Overwatch - Moira O'Deorain
Ship Name: Moirashipping
-My first serious F/O, back when I was new to selfshipping
-She either thinks I'm cute or thinks I'm a dangerous threat to her sanity/work ethic(but still cute)
-It's complicated but there's something there
-Maybe I'm her (fully consensual) lab rat lol, I had a dream where I basically bargained into that to be w/ her xD
-I don't have an official S/I for Overwatch yet but I might make one, maybe someone involved in/visiting Oasis who she takes under her wing..? IDK might just have several AUs because she loves me no matter where :3
-A central theme is that while she is typically emotionless and focused on her work, she met me and caught feelings c:

I'm also seriously crushing on Carmilla Carmine from Hazbin but it's sort of a one-sided thing.

Other/Misc. F/Os

Gravity Falls - Bill Cipher (kinda an ex, it's complicated)

MLP: Equestria Girls - Sugarcoat

Neopets - Ylana Skyfire

Homestuck - Vriska Serket

Spiderverse - Dr. Olivia Octavius

OG Vocaloid - Hatsune Miku (specifically this one and this one)

UTAU - Kasane Teto (but tbh I don't know much about her newer version)

Steven Universe - Pearl

Steven Universe - Peridot

Pokemon - Absol

BIONICLE - Roodaka

Sword Art Online - Sinon

Considering: Entrapta and/or Catra from SPOP, Luisa Madrigal from Encanto, Dr. Animo (platonic) from Ben 10

I will be updating this page as needed, currently it is a WIP!