F/O List - Last updated 2024-04-20

CWs: Typical villain shit, dark content, mentions of violence in some cases, possibly 18+ content in the future, some age gap ships, at least 1 human/nonhuman ship

I AM PROSHIP. There is a lot of misinformation about this term, but basically it means that I do not harass/persecute real people over fictional content involving fictional people.

Main F/Os - Current Obsessions

BNHA - Dabi
Ship Name - TBA, AU dependent (maybe DabiJo)
-I loved the Dabi's Dance episode; was in love with him before that but that was really damn fun omg
-There's something sexy about a villain being sadistic with fire powers ok
-I'm dumb I know
-He's VERY fun. And mean.
-Started as an AU of my other self insert(the one selfshipped with Shigaraki) where I'm a hero and he's obsessed with me and wants to break me probably, haha fun times also this is ironic for BNHA spoiler reasons
-Main self-insert I ship with him is basically an overworked hero who is very tired and why tf is this villain obsessed with her-
-Actually very heavily inspired by the post made for him by yanderes-galore on tumblr but I'm also making it my own thing
-AU versions include bullied!teen self insert joining the League of Villains, hero student!me getting into a fight and biting off more than she can chew, and random civilian coming across him and being a brat and maybe getting away with it (probably not) OR being scared out of her mind and messed with because Dabi finds it fun :D
-I keep rewriting this damn AU holy shit tho can't I make up my miiind D:

BNHA - Tomura Shigaraki
Ship Name: TBA, AU dependent
-More details elsewhere but I have a self-insert who starts out just hanging around the LoV, sources say she survived walking into their bar unawares the first time by immediately challenging Shigaraki to a video game and spending the whole game ranting about everyone she's ever played against in a way that resonated with him, somehow (at least, he doesn't seem interested in killing her, yet xD)
-My self insert mainly exists re: the earlier seasons, anything after All For One shows up hasn't really been thought/written out for her yet
-I am definitely rooting for him more than the heroes atm ngl
-All For One can fuck off tho :<
-This was my first BNHA selfship, and while I'm still more obsessed with Dabi atm, I love my Shiggy also >:3

There is also a possibility I might be starting to obsess over Hawks from BNHA but I'm in denial about it... because it's happening, despite my best efforts to hate him...

Goddammit I think I love this damn bird holy hell he's an asshole tho-- if maybe a slightly endearing one-- OKAY he's not too bad but I still have my priorities straight, I am still mainly a villainfucker >:3

I'm still mad about [redacted] tho--

Dabi is my favorite but Hawks could fight him over me, that'd be cute OWO

I am also kinda partial to Hawks as a villain deciding to take a hero who is afraid of heights flying with him... That'd be fun, right? :3

Semi-main/Prev. Obsessions

Death Note - Light Yagami - Ship Name: TBA
-unhealthy yandere (he's the yandere)
-he. probably kills me. but lovingly.
-childhood friends, I know him well enough to guess he might be Kira and we know how that sort of thing usually ends c:
-a playlist and a couple of fics later and I have a new F/O, I guess (dearestones on Ao3 writes him VERY well, I blame them)
-of course I make a self insert who HATES being manipulated xD I'm mean to my characters
-L gets involved (tries to interfere) and it does not go well
-This selfship has a playlist! Explanation for what the songs mean will be on my self-insert page when I make it.

Arcane - Jinx
Ship Name: Maniashipping or JinxJo
-I just want to be there for her ok
-I want her to feel loved
-We also get to be emotionally damaged badasses together :)
-I relate to her in a lot of ways ngl
-If I were a kinnie I'd be a Jinx kinnie, kinda complicates things lol

Arcane - Silco
Ship Name: ShimmerGleam
-He is fascinated by me and finds me distracting in a good way
-It took a bit of encouragement from Jinx to be open about his feelings for me
-There is a history with my self insert that makes things a bit complicated, but if anything that makes him find me even more interesting
-And of course if anyone hurts or threatens me he can be very intimidating :)
-He intimidated me first tho! :D slow burn enemies to lovers FTW

Lackadaisy - Mordecai Heller - Ship Name: TBA
-Just. He's hot
-Even as a cat
-Threatening badasses with guns do something huh
-He's cute when he's mad especially if it's over silly things
-My self-insert is a scaredy-cat who he somehow tolerates
-But she isn't without a few tricks herself

Overwatch - Moira O'Deorain
Ship Name: Moirashipping
-My first serious F/O, back when I was new to selfshipping
-She either thinks I'm cute or thinks I'm a dangerous threat to her sanity/work ethic(but still cute)
-It's complicated but there's something there
-Maybe I'm her (fully consensual) lab rat lol, I had a dream where I basically bargained into that to be w/ her xD
-I don't have an official S/I for Overwatch yet but I might make one, maybe someone involved in/visiting Oasis who she takes under her wing..? IDK might just have several AUs because she loves me no matter where :3
-A central theme is that while she is typically emotionless and focused on her work, she met me and caught feelings c:

I'm also seriously crushing on Carmilla Carmine from Hazbin but it's sort of a one-sided thing.

Other/Misc. F/Os

Gravity Falls - Bill Cipher (kinda an ex, it's complicated)

MLP: Equestria Girls - Sugarcoat

Neopets - Ylana Skyfire

Homestuck - Vriska Serket

Spiderverse - Dr. Olivia Octavius

OG Vocaloid - Hatsune Miku (specifically this one and this one)

UTAU - Kasane Teto (but tbh I don't know much about her newer version)

Steven Universe - Pearl

Steven Universe - Peridot

Pokemon - Absol

BIONICLE - Roodaka

Sword Art Online - Sinon

Considering: Entrapta and/or Catra from SPOP, Luisa Madrigal from Encanto, Dr. Animo (platonic) from Ben 10

I will be updating this page as needed, currently it is a WIP!